hahah, long long time since i blogged, well, had been working recently and dont really have much time facing the com, not to say blogging. hahas.. currently, im working in a company called menlo packing PUMA (sport brand) stuffs. starting, it is very tiring as u need to wake at 6.30 and end work at 6pm D:.. its tough and hot there as there is no aircon too ! but soon, i got used to it and somehow i started to like this job @.@ i had requested to work futher until the end of december. boss say will give me her answer tml.. hope to continue working there as the pay is not bad, and the place is near, best of all, the environment is good as the workers there are friendly. hahas.
have to start planning a date for the boys to go buy some cloths. after 11th nov and before 13th nov. which left me with only 12th nov which is on a weekday instead of weekends. have to go buy after working .. lol.. very late. hope the boys can make it @.@
i shall now end here. P.S (guys , if u guys wanna plan outing for me , dont mind if u can make it on sat / sun as weekdays i wont be free.. haha . thanks [:
8:30 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
this post i made today, is for this very person who had been my greatest friend of all.
its 18th oct, i wanna say, happy birthday bitch [:
i knew u in sec 1, a nerdy boy i can say. loved to bully you at that time, laughing and making sicks comments. but soon, u grew, and dispite hating me for all the nasty things i did in the past, u continued to be my friend. soon, we shares some secrets and starts to make up plan for ah-lalala. haha, by then, i had regraded you as my best friend in my whole life time. a friend that i can never lost.
having you as a friend, is my greatest fortune in life. knowing you, changed my life. u helped me much and shares ur concern to me.
thankyou my friend [: wong kean onn
and thanks for gaying with me that day in vivo. HAHA
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once again, i wanna tell you, happy birthday [: all the best in your O's level boy ! and goodluck in life [:
brother4ever yea?
2:35 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
people, how i wish u all could just.. forget me .. pretend that i did not exist in your life before.. how i wish death arrives at my doorstep now and take me away.. life sucks love hurts. hais..
this world have no room for me ..
4:45 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
today, nth much to post, except that i had receive xiaoxin's reply ! :D im so happy now.. hahas :D today, i recommend a song for all my dear readers :D its excellent ! hope you love it ! :D
2:30 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
if..
7:04 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
my secondary school life story..
sec 1, 2005, in clsas 1E8. knew pretty much friends. very happy. sec 2, 2006, in clas 2E8, getting more friends, starting to slack around, failed exam. dropped to 3N3. sec 3, 2007. in class 3N3. 1st time feeling so lonely in class. no friends, no one to talk to. indepedence?.. sec 4, 2008. in class 4N3. much familier with classmates. have much more friends to hang out with. starting to understand friendship.
but, those will soon turn to history. soon, 2010 approach., friends from express classes promoted and leave yuhua. classmates and friends which i used to hang out with all went on and leave yuhua too. the feeling of loneliness, coldness, the bitterness inside me, unable to use words to explain the feeling. what should i do?.
i knew negative thinking is unacceptable , but do u think i have a choice?.
now, one of my friend and my baby is qurrelling, and i can hardly do anything but to sit there, quietly and watch the 2 of them scolding each other. im starting to feel that im so useless. what can i do? nothing.
i know for myself, im not a good friend, student, buddy, child, brother, boyfriend, bestie, papa, kor, yeye. but., what else can i do?.. can i change? it all seems to be crashing at me all at one go.
i only wan this loneliness to stop.. have abit more attention , people to care about me, just abit more.. but., it seems that.. its just wild thinking. i always believe that, a god gave you a life, u were made to get to ur goal before you go back to him. but.. when will i achieve my goal? what are my goal? . what is fate? .
god, dear god,. how i wish, you could take me away from this miserable world. the suffering, the pain, the bitter lonliness is killing me . the unbearable feeling that i can never ignore..
my simple wish is people around me, to feel happy, save, secured. how i wish, i was stronger, to protect my loved ones, to show them howmuch i cared.
but now.. everything seems to be too late..
if tomorrow never comes, people, i just wanna say.. i love you
hey peeps, juz wanna say that i will not be online-ing much this weekends. really got stressed out and screwed in maple. ._. things that i don wanna say..
anyways, today went to watch transformers 2 , raise of the fallen effect and sound effect were great. just that abit crappy story line ._. watched with -eugene -me -keanonn -jolene -emily -wangyu -sam -huiqi -weikiang -junwei
after movie, junwei and weikiang went home left me n the rest, so we decided to go bowling. went to taman jurong super bowl centre. as pung have no socks, i bring him to my house to get socks then to realise, THAT PIMPLE-ED FACE WONG KEAN ONN TOOK MY KEY called him and made him rush bck to pass me the key. then went to super bowl to meet the rest of them. by the time we reached, the time is 6pm+, jol is hungry so we went to kfc and eat. after eating we play arcade. played some shooting game. and as usual, kof :S emily and jol played with each other. and .. the machine's life span grew shorter D: ( u know why) then as i see them play, got tempted to play also, i played again at the another machine. shocking thing is.. the machine's 1st button.. is NOT connected with wire.. which means, i cant fast forward and use my skill n combo well ._. after arcade, slacked around and went pool. haha, enjoyed alot when playing pool as i start teaching them the hand position for the stick played quite awhile and went off. ko and pung need to go home, leaving me, emily,jolene and huiqi went to drink bubble tea and went to eat supper haha, ordered seafood fried rice and jolene's fav '' hokkien fried guay tiao'' eat and chatted until 11.10 and went home
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